When I first started writing on this blog, I had all these great plans and ambitions. I knew what I wanted to write and I knew how I wanted to say the things I was thinking. I was concerned about my true self coming forth through my writing, so I became very jaded by the idea of being transparent on the internet. All of those earlier ambitions have gone by the wayside as life took its course. As you can probably see from past posts, there are waves of time where I have the excitement to write, share what is on my heart, and see what else God is doing through me.
Right now, I am in one of those waves of not wanting to curate blog posts that tell only half a story as I have done in the past. I think that part of the reason I would only half tell stories is because I was unsure of myself.
This past year, I have learned so much about myself and I feel very sure of the person I am at this very moment. This isn’t a confidence in who I am, but rather a confidence in Christ. He has used a few situations to pull back the covers, revealing a person I almost didn’t know existed. In many ways, He has rewritten the truths of my life to further show how good and great of a Father He truly is.
From now on, the posts on this blog are going to be as honest as I can make them. There will be some things that are still very private to my life, but I want the world to know how wonderful He is, the King of my heart.